on my mind

i can't seem to come to a conclusion as to why a person you hardly know at all can occupy most of your thoughts........

i'm so frustrated with myself. why?

because i seriously don't go a day without thinking about you. i'm constantly wondering if i'll run into you again, or if you'll text me, or how your day is going, or maybe if you're thinking about me too. 

i've said this countless times to various people but you know those people who you meet and instantly you think "you're supposed to be a part of my life" and you think how crazy that sounds because YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW THIS PERSON! 

unfortunately that's how i feel about YOU. 

and the most frustrating part is i don't know why you are supposed to be part of my life...right now i'm starting to think it's just to annoy me with your coded texts and horrible grammar. but really if you only knew how much time you occupy in my life maybe we could figure out this long lost question.

so i'm done driving myself crazy and i'm just going to have patience. patience that one day i'll know that answer to my question. but in the mean time i hope your nose itches really really bad and you think to yourself with a little laugh "haha someone must be thinking about me"

...YEAH IT'S ME, YOU HOSER