it's new years eve and what am i doing? sitting at home with my parents, eating steak and watching sweet home alabama. you'd think i'd be upset about this but surprisingly im perfectly content with it. the last 2 years i've had the greatest new years i could ask for with the most amazing boy ever. but just like i had 2 amazing new years with him, i get 2 new years with out him. each new year bringing me new adventures and new accomplishments but most importantly closer to the next time i get to see that smiling face. i'd rather miss him for 2 years then have 2 years with him right now and miss him forever. so here's to 2012. happy new year everyone!